The forecast for the next two days is very cold (20' to 30' drop) while two Cold Fronts collied over CO. Quiet a bit of snowfall starting tonight and lasting until tomorrow night. However, they also promised that by Saturday we will have temperatures in the 60's!!! wow ....
Do you know that I actually went to a 'Weather' School in Minneapolis, MN in 1993? I used to work for Northwest Airlink (now Mesaba) as a CSR and we did not have a Weather Station so we had to read the temperature and swing the Dew Point Ball for a reading :) We would walk out on the ramp and look at the sky to take a visibility reading and guess at the height of the cloud cover. I can tell you in a place like Rhinelander, WI, with ton's of snowfall each winter, lots of Fog (make that lots of ground Fog!) almost all year, it made for some interesting weather reports. Once we had to turn back a plane calling in for two days in a row because the visibility was so poor, so on day three when I was answering the radio I was yelled at by one of our younger Pilots to please give him a good reading because he was not turning back to MSP and spend one more night in the same outfit / underwear. Gosh, memories of a long ago life!
This morning the boys did very well in school again and the atmosphere between the boys and I was so good that I wanted to freeze it. There is so much uncertainty in our life's right now and ending the day paying bills did not help with the fear that nothing is for certain and me wondering if there will be a time I look back on my life and remember the times when life was good? Will I ever look back and wish I could have changed certain paths? or is our life really laid out already and I worry for nothing? that life is just life and I might not like each path it takes and some roads taken will be painful but I should always look back with no regrets?
I feel like I repeat this over and over but I have to because I don't want to say I did not tell everyone how much I appreciate all the support given and all the little postings I get that bring a smile on my Face.
What keeps me going when I feel like quiting is family and friends that show me love, especially when I do not feel lovable!
Hugs,
R A C A
I don't know about anyone else, but I think you are loveable all of the time. You are a super strong mom and wife trying to maintain sanity in a world of uncertain challenges.
ReplyDeleteI am so glad to hear that the boys are doing well. I love to hear when you post about them outside playing with the girls :) I often wish after one of those posts that we had room for Dominic to run free and play with Dakota. But, we are in the middle of the city and that is not possible.
Hugs to you all,
Susan
See Susan! That's exactly what I mean. You posting something sweet that makes me feel good! I so so so wish we lived closer so our boys could play and run together. It is the one part I love about living in the Mountains because it gives them this kind of freedom. There are times I have questioned living where we are because it takes me 2 1/2 hours to The Children's Hospital ... I guess no matter what there is the good and bad in all. Hugs to you sweet friend!
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